Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Wasak somewhere since July 2020


I came back here after that crazy fight that happened last year. My boo, although she is not mad at me, is sooo very cold towards me. I feel that I'm not worthy of her love, time and, effort. Yeah, She's treating me not well sometime in 2016. I didn't know what's the problem and she didn't even say any words. We're happy but, it seems our marriage is always on the borderline. It sucks. I am your man who needs your love badly but, somewhat you never showed it since our second child was born. I came home from work, and you always have time on your smartphone. Sometimes we're not sleeping together and, you are ashamed of me when we have company. I don't know why. Maybe because we take each other for granted and we got fed up with our love. Ask for me I was wrong to take advice from others, especially online Girl friends. I was wrong to give in those online flings. I'm horrible and was wrong. But you may, believe it or not. I never take advantage of her, no sex involved. It's just a terrible online fling. 

I accepted my mistakes and the consequences of my terrible act. Now that we're learning to live without each other, I'm afraid the end of us will come. I hope and still waiting for you. Please would you come back to me? Let's start.


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